Episodes

Feb. 10, 2017

23: Remembering Anne

Anytime we suffer a terrible tragedy we always second guess, point fingers, and place blame. On this episode, I speak with Rob who suffered the loss of a child while living in China. When his daughter Anne got sick, Rob took…
Jan. 27, 2017

22: Brushes with the Law

We all have done stupid stuff in our lives. I asked for stories about getting arrested and I got them! I received so many I only responded to the first 3. Brian, Jamie and Colin share stories ranging from a DUI, driving 156…
Jan. 18, 2017

21: Why We Don't Report Rape

It's hard to wrap your head around the untold number of unreported rapes that happen. It also might be hard for some to understand why we don't report when we've been assaulted or raped. In this episode I speak with two gues…
Dec. 28, 2016

20: Purging the Pain

I've never had much exposure to eating disorders and did not understand the havoc they wreak on the human body. On this episode I speak with Kristel and Lauren who both suffer from bulimia. This wasn't an easy episode for me…
Dec. 15, 2016

19: Making a Ruckus!

For this episode I speak with Ruckus who walks me through the underground world of male sex work. It's a casual conversation about how he keeps himself safe while still delivering services to new clients. Forewarning, this …
Nov. 27, 2016

18: Blood is Thicker Than Water

I've always felt slightly alienated during the holidays. Everyone seems to love the time they get to spend with their families. I rarely speak with my mother and try to avoid family get togethers at all costs. Instead I mak…
Oct. 31, 2016

17: My Story

I'm turning 40 so this week I'd like to give the listeners what they want. Apparently "my story" is in high demand. I talk about all the times I was arrested, my drug use and give personal details about my teen years. I'll…
Oct. 31, 2016

16: Ghost Stories

Inspired by Art Bell's Ghost to Ghost I bring you 3 terrifying listener stories that will leave you questioning everything you believe. Danielle kicks us off with a story about a little boy who is upset that his photos have…
Oct. 18, 2016

15: Never Sleep Again

Where do we really go when we sleep? What, really, are our dreams? Do you dread falling asleep at night? Maybe you know something is waiting for you once your consciousness slips into that darker astral plane. Over 70 mill…
Sept. 30, 2016

14: A Rock and a Hard Place

Chronic pain is a medical condition doctors have struggled to treat. When medicines like oxycodone and hydrocodone hit the market, they seemed like a near-magic answer. As doctors were assured by manufacturers that these ne…
Sept. 27, 2016

13: Side Effects

For almost 60 years marijuana has been a Schedule I drug, prohibited by the government like heroin from 1937 until 1996, when California first allowed marijuana to be legally used for medical purposes. For nearly 5,000 years…
Sept. 14, 2016

12: The Unconditional Love of Natalia Aggiano

Ever question the bounds of forgiveness and love? Natalia Aggiano suffered the murder of her mother at the hands of her father. Yet that isn't all there is to this story. Natalia will grant the ultimate forgiveness while be…
Aug. 29, 2016

11: A Tale of Two Erins

At 17, my guest Erin from Australia gets her first real job. Her boss trusts her enough to give her access to his computer. But when he leaves for a week and asks her to get promo photos, she's horrified by what she finds am…
Aug. 22, 2016

10: Grief vs. Depression

My guest Ann has experienced a lifelong struggle with bipolar disorder that results in extreme mood swings and depression. With the sudden loss of her young son, she embarks on a personal journey that reveals an unwavering i…
July 29, 2016

9: The Road to Hell is Paved in Silk

The Silk Road was famed in days of old as a mysterious, magical route to purchase exotic goods from then little-known India and China. The Silk Road of modern times, built on the Dark Web by a troubled libertarian tech whiz…
July 20, 2016

8: Authoritative Religion

On this episode I'm joined by Mary from Brisbane, Australia, who was brought up Jehovah's Witness. She talks about being raised believing the end of the world was near and only the anointed had seats in heaven. Because of he…
July 13, 2016

7: Stalkers

Guests Molly and Kelly share their terrifying stories of being stalked and raped. We discuss why rape goes unreported, the helplessness that accompanies trauma, and the internalizing of blame. If you've been in this situatio…
June 30, 2016

6: Open Relationships

Who defines relationships? Should relationships be restricted to being emotionally and physically intimate with a single person? Or, in this modern age, is it more practical to have our needs met by multiple consenting indiv…
June 22, 2016

5: Don't Drink and Drive

We see the billboards and PSAs against drunk driving and mutually express outrage against drunk drivers who kill. Yet many of us are too ashamed to admit we have started a car when we shouldn’t have. In this episode I'm joi…
June 13, 2016

4: Let's Talk About Death

What comes after death - not the afterlife, but real life? If both of your parents die and someone asks about them, what do you say? Is it too sad or awkward to discuss how you really feel? On this episode, I speak openly ab…
May 31, 2016

3: Living With Mental Illness

When we hear the term “mental illness” we dismiss it as rare, someone else’s problem, or a criminal issue. It isn’t: it’s more common and afflicts more of us than you might believe. One out of every five adults or around 43…
May 17, 2016

2: Paying For Porn

Guest Kayla Jane Danger discusses ethical porn and how the industry functions. For all the protest about online information and how it should be free, users often forget that sex workers - most of them female - are trying to…
May 14, 2016

1: Smoking Crack With Nazis

Sometimes the road is less traveled for good reason. In the premiere episode I share how I learn a painful lesson after my older brother takes me on a dangerous journey, and a listener relates a horrifying, unexpected disco…